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+ Over the mountains and the sea
you know, when people say count your blessings, count it.
why am i saying that anyway? o.o no idea. just a random thought i guess.
day SIX tmr's sunday alr and monday's after that im getting pre-monday blues dont want to go back to school can time stop here?
goodbye is just the beginning.
its a test ur friendship will go through, to see how long it can stand without help. after a while the bonds formed over the years might fade away; will it still stand then?
yes. unless you totally cut off all contact, new memories are created and take the place of the fading ones. notice i say fading. because memories always stay in your mind, even if you dont seem to remember them. all it takes is a little stimulation of sorts. thats the way long term memories work, and im not even kidding you. just go look it up. :)
i wish i could be there with you to face it, but i can't and you'd better know it. im not going to say it wont hurt, hey, i was darn upset to know i wouldnt be in the same class as ziyan? and she's only next door. what more a different school.
i could say its only two years, and they will pass really quickly (they will), but the memories forged during the period of time are endless. just hold on, wont you? i dont believe this is the end, cos its not. you're still going to find time to get out and have fun together, even though its going to take a lot more effort and is going to be farther and farther in between.
but hey, if you want it, work for it.
this is ridiculous. how i can spout all this out of thin air. its rubbish really. but its rubbish i can't even bring myself to say in front of you. or near you. ridiculous.
i wish i could be there, just to be there if nothing else, since i dont think my presence has ever cheered anyone up. i hope you wont be too upset; just take a step back, or try to anyways, and look at the big picture.
i cant say it'll be the same for you since its different school and not merely different classes. distance makes the heart grow fonder i guess? of course, if he's anything like ziyan it'll mean you'll know alot (and i mean alot) less about whats going on in his life. but i dont reckon he's as clammed up right?
i doubt ziyan will actually read this, so nevermind.
really, so all i can do now is stand around and wait for people to tell me you had a great time, or at least you seemed like you did. it'll take some time, if you're really as affected as i think you are (then again i dont know you that well to know how you think, sadly), before you smile and actually mean it, before you laugh and its not just to hide the hurt.
i wish i could be there, really, just to (however cheesy this sounds?) be there for you, but i can't, and you'd better know it.
hope you remember that the memories stay. and that you can still make new ones. grab that chance.
and be grateful you even HAVE that chance, because i sure as hell dont. the so called new memories get fewer by the year. yes by the year. soon i wont have anything left to remember ahem by. save the convs? and whatever 'tangibles' i saved. be grateful for that chance, and TAKE IT dammit.